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Date / Time : Saturday, February 14, 2009 / 3:28 AM
Its 3.30am now on Vday and im still awake doing my hmwk for my super duper long flight!
Been spending time with my family the past few days.. very depressing tt my leave has come to an end! but nvm...got another long leave frm 27th feb - 12 march! yessss! about time i had a good break!
Things with him now are so vague to me.. and i can never answer the question of whether we are still tgt or not. I dont think i can bear to leave him..but i know i have to..or else it'd be worse in the future. and the thought of leaving him.. i cant even think abt it now or else i'll start getting depressed. its really complicated and i honestly seriously feel so helpless and dont know what i should do. i dont think anyone out there is able to understand what we're gg through.. sigh.. why why why...
